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Great Deal of Pain

by Big Deal

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CORN MAZE Was scoping out shows while back in MI and discovered this band. Wasn’t able to attend the show unfortunately but super glad I found this solid hardcore band. Great music to shred to at Pine Knob in the City of the Village of Clarkston (hahah). It’s got some crossover feel which is nice. I dig the artwork as well Favorite track: Great Deal of Pain.
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1.
Maybe I've just gone crazy But if there's a God, he fucking hates me And if I have sinned its cause he made me I just haven't been myself lately My heart is a pendulum swinging side to side Welcome to the development of a homicidal mind
2.
Cold Blood 02:55
Raised by a bottle It's a pill I can't swallow So numb to the feeling, that I've become hollow This lonely road, I choose not to follow Been so low in my life Almost threw in the towel At least now I can see So it don't happen to me But nervously, I wait anxiously Digging deep In myself to find some belief I'll cleanse this cycle to set me free This dark path awaits, Waiting for me to cave To sacrifice my life To make it one way And I won't turn my head from this But I will move on without you It's not that I don't give a shit I'm gonna do what I have to do Without you I know that it feels like you're carrying lead But you don't need perfect limbs To move ahead Blank stare, not able to fake it Day by day, week by week, I can't fucking take it
3.
Withering away with a mind full of guilt Forgetting everything that we've built The voice of silence consumes my head Living a life full of failure Destined to walk alone Turning my eye so no one can see What you've really done to me No care for another soul Other than yours Selfish acts that will lead to a life of misery You took my life, and wasted it away Master of Manipulation
4.
It's kind of tough when you don't know a way To go on with your life escaping from the pain Your path is at a dead end You don't know where your head is And every time you try and get a grip You just can't grasp it I guess that's life The way it goes Getting knocked down Already feeling low How many times can I fall Before I cant get up again How many times can I trip Before I reach my fucking end Every days the same Great deal of pain
5.
Every time I get up it's just so hard to find To pull this blade deep out of my spine Like clockwork, but you come to me first This broken record is stuck on its verse I'm running and hiding But I cant shake this curse Racing the bullet There's no way to avoid it You'd better run Racing the bullet There's no way to avoid it Nothing's sweeter than the taste of poison
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Never asked for this This cold and dark abyss Never asked for a thing It's just hard for me to see The light at the end of the road Left out in the cold Count your blessings Remember mistakes How the fuck could I forget? You told me to give everything When I am next to nothing Unforgiving, unwilling How many wounds until I start healing You know what they say Good as gold Don't mean shit to a fucked up soul It's so fucking hard to grow old To bring new life to a dying world To watch this place decay and burn Trying not to overturn Look up to the sky and ask for some relief And easy way out to this life of defeat I don't feel a thing

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released May 21, 2021

Tracked and mixed by Chris Trestain,
Mastered by Willy Killy from Dead Air Studios,
Album art by Jon Mayo

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