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Watch You Die
00:57
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Maybe I've just gone crazy
But if there's a God, he fucking hates me
And if I have sinned its cause he made me
I just haven't been myself lately
My heart is a pendulum swinging side to side
Welcome to the development of a homicidal mind
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Cold Blood
02:55
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Raised by a bottle
It's a pill I can't swallow
So numb to the feeling, that I've become hollow
This lonely road, I choose not to follow
Been so low in my life
Almost threw in the towel
At least now I can see
So it don't happen to me
But nervously, I wait anxiously
Digging deep
In myself to find some belief
I'll cleanse this cycle to set me free
This dark path awaits,
Waiting for me to cave
To sacrifice my life
To make it one way
And I won't turn my head from this
But I will move on without you
It's not that I don't give a shit
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Without you
I know that it feels like you're carrying lead
But you don't need perfect limbs
To move ahead
Blank stare, not able to fake it
Day by day, week by week, I can't fucking take it
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Master of Manipulation
02:10
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Withering away with a mind full of guilt
Forgetting everything that we've built
The voice of silence consumes my head
Living a life full of failure
Destined to walk alone
Turning my eye so no one can see
What you've really done to me
No care for another soul
Other than yours
Selfish acts that will lead to a life of misery
You took my life, and wasted it away
Master of Manipulation
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Great Deal of Pain
02:11
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It's kind of tough when you don't know a way
To go on with your life escaping from the pain
Your path is at a dead end
You don't know where your head is
And every time you try and get a grip
You just can't grasp it
I guess that's life
The way it goes
Getting knocked down
Already feeling low
How many times can I fall
Before I cant get up again
How many times can I trip
Before I reach my fucking end
Every days the same
Great deal of pain
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Racing the Bullet '21
02:00
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Every time I get up it's just so hard to find
To pull this blade deep out of my spine
Like clockwork, but you come to me first
This broken record is stuck on its verse
I'm running and hiding
But I cant shake this curse
Racing the bullet
There's no way to avoid it
You'd better run
Racing the bullet
There's no way to avoid it
Nothing's sweeter than the taste of poison
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Nightmare Zone
01:43
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Never asked for this
This cold and dark abyss
Never asked for a thing
It's just hard for me to see
The light at the end of the road
Left out in the cold
Count your blessings
Remember mistakes
How the fuck could I forget?
You told me to give everything
When I am next to nothing
Unforgiving, unwilling
How many wounds until I start healing
You know what they say
Good as gold
Don't mean shit to a fucked up soul
It's so fucking hard to grow old
To bring new life to a dying world
To watch this place decay and burn
Trying not to overturn
Look up to the sky and ask for some relief
And easy way out to this life of defeat
I don't feel a thing
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